Friday, December 18, 2020

D- Day

 Resurrection has come into existence. It's the end of 2008, I can say it was better than 2007. I've matured and have been able to truly love myself and have learned to become me, ALL of me. Giving myself balance, yet I haven't conquered Love, True love. But I am willing to be patient for my prince charming to come bring my glass slipper. I do have something that will always surpass that missing "love" and that is the unconditional love that can never be replaced or superseded by anyone other than God.. and that is the love my lovely children give, show, and have for me, and indescribable love that no matter what occurs. Right now I'm at a stage in life where I'm not at ease.. It's so much that I want to accomplish in so little time.. so many ventures.. but I believe I can.. yet it seems impossible. But a challenge is what I love. I love to defy the impossible. This year was very interesting... a few downs but a lot of ups... just a few life lessons and wonderful experiences... I'm getting higher, more elevated.. a greater state of mind.. I have no insecurities... I am Here. I am Here,, Here to be Quincy Lynn . . There was a point where I was trying to figure which direction to go.. letting my insecurities take over.. made quite a few wrong turns for very unselfish reasons.. guess I was made to make mistakes, but I'm no longer scared to pave the way for those under, near, next to, and after me.  I am ready to go there.. through the leaps and bounds, I will definitely land on a permanent solid ground..... Love is Life and Life is Free!!! Bismillah (with the name of God)....